Love isn’t something you can’t find. You won’t find it. In fact, if you go out looking for it, you’ll never obtain it. I wasn’t necessarily looking for love, but once I met this girl, I found myself looking for it like a preteen girl searches far and wide for her missing dog. I put “Missing” signs up in a matter of three days that covered my entire spiritual being and heart. I got a call soon after, that love had been found, and I was so happy to find it. I loved all over again, and this time it felt like it was for real. It was something so great that I found myself making sure I’d never lose it. I cherished it more than I ever had before.

Then I found out it wasn’t the real love, because it ran away again. All the Disney movies and love songs about a feeling so great, were just lies leading up to heart break.